Believe it or not...
I have doubts about my work
I stress that I'm not a good enough artists
I have Senpai's I want to notice me
I wish I had more talent
I want to be less of a failure
I would like to see other artists draw my work even if they're really expensive
I want to be recognisable
I wish to grow so much who I looked up to start to look up to me
I have doubts just like you, it's hard to be an inspiration when my head is clouded with doubts.
I wish I could be who you need me to be, but I'm not.